I just realized that i am not white and it is really depressing...?

was born and raised in Ukraine (eastern Europe), in a very intelligent, upper cl family. my mom is blond, my dad looks more like a slav... I have green eyes, brown(light) hair, but my face overeall looks a little asian (like south russian asian, even though no one in my family is from there) since my eyes are pretty small , my face is big and nose is a little wide(thats also cause i almost broke it once). and o f course, i tan easily... well i was raised liking what i look like, thinking i was white(i never doubted that) and that blonds(like my mom) are just as white as i am... well now im in US and people do not consider me white, i learned that whites, like real whites, are so different that they have a different skull structure... so now, at 16, it is really hard to "become" asian/brown whatever people call me. i am really depressed since i feel inferior to whites and hate my nose and small eyes and tan skin!!!!