What can I do about this? (Home schooled, angry, and jealous)?

lol wow i know it is not funny but you will not believe how every thing is exzacley the SAME way i feel. I am home schooled but im a 13 girl, but i HATE it, i also do it online, i go to church that is about it, i only have one really close friend, i want to go back to public school, im sometimes jealous of my friends that go to school, im not allowed to have a myspace and stuff either, BUT there are a lot of home schooled kids near me. SO i know EXZACLEY how you feel!!!